I’m thinking about what to post on, what subject I should write about.
Currently what obsesses me is:
- How a certain person is that certain person.
- How can a person’s being be defined?
- What drives this person to be like this?
- What has led to these drives? What are the influences and catalysts?
- What other factors play a role in him being that person?
- How do they play out?
- How can I apply this to myself to better be able to reach my goals?
- What are my goals?
- Why are these my goals, why should I be putting effort into attaining them?
- An equally important question, why should I not put effort into attaining them? What is blocking me?
- What are currently my weak points that should be fixed?
- What are my liabilities?
- What are currently my strong points that I could enhance?
- What are my assets?
- Is there anything to add?
- What are the thoughts and behaviors that I must adopt to become that person that has the highest chance of attaining these goals?
By now I have read quite some books regarding these questions and did a lot of pondering on my own. However, I never quite felt that I put enough directed effort into understanding these questions and the corresponding answers thoroughly. Still, a lot of my actions and thoughts are a bit derpy and unfocused as if I am confused as fuck about these topics.
In the next few posts I will try to shine more light on it.